November 5, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Tim Grey is a writer from Melbourne, who works a journalist, photographer and editor. He’s also part of The Red Room Company, where he helps create, publish and promote poetry in unusual ways.
Cave
“it bundles in the mangrove, caulked
on waterline. the etymology incomplete;
black and clear below.
a second beer swims and fizzles
with repetition. sunrise panics and
spills like breath or my letter.
hair like hair; my hand dripping out
like your hand or my hair. red quartz
lay like leaves everywhere. don’t
american jets curl and wake
us, their hands the definite articles
that knit the map to land.
wood unravels a proletarian scent,
water burns a bag in the earth,
underneath. we wait.
hematite raft climb down and go
somewhere secret. busts in the ash-sand
peculiar grass waving a grid
on the sea-bed, the half moon
on a gorge. say nothing but the sand-path, which
is all the word means: sister”
Soon
flat sunlight transports its late sticks to that other, bees
plumb and phase , meddle with transparency; the lip
of smell. sunlight palls, a bridge through substance parted
spring is mouth in her small privacy. she watches
girls float on the asphalt pause, pool between convent and
Brougham, imagine they’re unseen. iron fencing clots and
weaves. a fairlane slows to boat. from the facility
above, the westerly fumbling at the window, grasslands
pressed against almost, municipal. the dryer wets the walls.
small language of her
shopping closing on the bench. the elevator’s every zone
November 1, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Dan Disney was born in 1970 in East Gippsland, where he grew up. He has worked in psychiatric institutions, paddocks, warehouses, and universities, and currently divides his time between Melbourne and Seoul, where he lectures in twentieth-century poetries at Sogang University. Articles and poems appear in Antithesis, ABR, Heat, Meanjin, New Writing, Overland, Orbis Litterarum, and TEXT, and poems have recently received awards in the Josephine Ulrick Poetry Prize (2nd) and the Dorothy Sargent Rosenberg Prize (USA). He is on the advisory board of Cordite scholarly. His first full collection of poems, and then when the, was published by John Leonard Press in 2011.
‘only someone who already knows how to do something with it can significantly ask a name’
—— from Wittgenstein’s Tractatus
old buildings, falling out the sky
after the shriek of love leaves her body
I’m still there, a peasant and ass
laboring through dark hills toward the small bright windows
of infinity
meanwhile, afternoon seethes across a mechanical sky
the tzzz-ing of aircon
telling cicadas the rain
is a promised machine falling in pieces
‘don’t go’, I tell
her eyes darkly flicking, a slow
river in my shadow
listening to echoes deep in cold
mountains
(knee-high, green texta, weedy piss-stained carpark wall)
‘be the beauty you wish to see in the world’
I spent childhood in a hurricane. Hungry dogs wolved at the door.
Mother was an old television, father a fourth dimension. Had rain
fallen in downward lines, we’d have embraced and called it utopia
while deserts hurled themselves, sleeplessly, upon us
in the mind of the forest, the birds
are dreams tweeting rhapsodic operas. Flowers crane
their necks, louche
and metaphorical, while history looks on and falls
into place the way sunlight does. Morning is
thumping overhead, quipping ‘quieten!’ to the hives
chorusing a mist.
Thus the forest darkens, brightly
amid a copse of trees, ‘it’s not the flesh, drooped
and unblooming, but
our bones that groan so
beneath the slump of heaven’
the wooden temple amid hoarfrost. Her voice alone, is filled
with centuries. And when she talks, memories crowd
her bony feet and hop like chicks
(each sentence made of sunlight)
headline: ‘Bird of Paradise Cloned in Underworld
(Underworld Birds Not Happy)’
clutching the finger bones of dolls dreams
all the doors grinning
while night storms in: she’s there
in the corner of her lives
drinking the black
I was not there. The bird did nothing.
I was there pointing and the bird lifted and was then held out by air and this was called reality.
morning was a rain-smudged lens
focused into millennia
where strangers bent an early light
into shape
trailing the gloop of history indoors
new buildings, falling into the sky
October 27, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Ravi Shankar is a poet and critic and the editor of Drunken Boat. His first full length book was Instrumentality (Word Press, 2004). Along with Tina Chang and Nathalie Handal, he edited Language for a New Century: Contemporary Poetry from Asia, the Middle East & Beyond (W.W. Norton & Co.). His work has appeared in the New York Times and the Chronicle of Higher Education, and on the BBC and NPR. He teaches in Fairfield University’s MFA Program and in the first international MFA Program at City University of Hong Kong. Deepening Groove was winner of the 2010 National Poetry Review Press Prize.
Urban Pastoral
Swarming cities,
gorged with dream,
opaque to the spectacle
of the spectral trace
left by bodies in motion,
in medias res, like after
a magician has left a pinch
of magnesium shaving
in the air to ignite
then vanished off-stage
in a wake of white
light. Not like
the Brobdingnagian
moment of monstrosity,
but rather the subtle
uncanny pushing out
gradually further
and further into
the mind until buds
burst into no blossom
ever before seen nor since.
Bop with a Refrain taken from Jonathan Safron Foer
Half-past on the 9:07 local to New Haven, the Bronx
tenements pent in vaguely post-apocalyptic paragraphs
rushing past too fast to cohere into prose, leaving loops
of graffiti, marred and boarded windows, a hoops game
glowing yellowish in the mercury vapor of street lights,
a Pontiac Bonneville, tireless, jacked up on cinder blocks.
Time waving like a hand from a train I wanted to be on.
Riding a train embodies democracy. Not like cramped,
dank seats of a bus or on the highway where cars mark
the demographic by make and model, here everything
is equalized, time and space included. The post-punk
pierced girl, ears plugged with music, sits next to a man,
silk cravat loosened, fixated on his snuff box, providing
the grand illusion of temporal continuity, the centuries
stacked one on top of the other, a set of encyclopedias.
Time waving like a hand from a train I wanted to be on.
Slouched in the seat, westbound, my forehead pressed
to the scratched up window, rapidly being carried away
from the city, something important recedes, something
else coheres, but I can’t seem to conjure a single word
as to what these might be, why I’m filled with such vast,
implacable sadness. I just want to get home, go to sleep.
Time waving like a hand from a train I wanted to be on.
October 27, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Mark Young has been publishing poetry for nearly fifty-five years. His work has been widely anthologized, & his essays & poetry translated into a number of languages. He is the author of more than twenty books, primarily poetry but also including speculative fiction & art history. He is the editor of the ezine Otoliths. He lives on the Tropic of Capricorn.
A line from Frantz Fanon
Leaving aside the
Gaelic for kiss my
ass, most Declarations
of Independence are
top heavy with awk-
ward or extremely
dated references. Some-
times they present
in the form of a
pure orange pocket
synthesizer with a
sound set restricted
to industrial use
because of extremely
mixed reviews. At
other times as an
holistic framework
that purports to look
at all aspects of life
as spiritual practice
but then recommends
the confining of women
to the home & the use
of tanks to shell densely
populated areas. Colon-
ialism begets patriarchal
systems. The methods
devour themselves.
A line from Fidel Castro 2
Winter is getting me
down. A unit of cult-
ural information has
put the Galactic Senate
under attack, driving
it from crisis to crisis.
That slavery is inexorably
tied to the availability
of oil is the standard
paradigm for most
crises; but now recent
breeding population
trends of farmland
birds need to be fact-
ored in. Please complete
the enquiry form below
& I will provide you
with a list of exclusive
Havana Vacation Homes
available for weekly rent.
A line from Courtney Love
English newspapers
laced up their tennis
shoes, Real Madrid
went on another goal
spree, the strife-prone
household insulation
program turned on
its heel & headed to
a park; but not even
a change in appetite &
toilet habits can stop
the generally low inter-
city mobility of urban
populations. So. We
drowned them all in
their swimming pools.
October 27, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Judy Johnson has published three poetry collections, a verse novel and a novel. In 2011 she spent a month at The Tyrone Guthrie Centre in Ireland as part of the Varuna Alumni exchange program. A poetry collection is forthcoming in 2012.
The Right Fit
Always your thoughts
too big,
too small
for the world.
As though a seamstress
took your measure early on
with a cool yardstick
and what was kept for the record
was an outline
you immediately outgrew.
There is no cure
for not living in the moment
but it can’t hurt to ponder
the methodical dust
released by its action
instead
of the tailor’s chalk mark.
It can’t hurt to meditate
with a mouthful of pins.
Words, after an absence
Tend the graves of photographs,
love letters, dried daisies.
Finger the devotions
one by one
like knots in a prayer rope.
Gather inklings and injuries
as kindling for fire.
Attune to textures
especially
the soft crystals of silence
in the air above old monasteries.
Listen to which footsteps
placed
on the heart’s risers
produce a squeak
and which treads
are noisless.
Accept that the poem already exists
in no known language
and in perfect order.
And now that your task
is impossible
take the one tool you have.
Try hard to find
a way back to the page
with words.
Try harder to do no harm.
August 26, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Wendy Chin-Tanner’s debut collection Turn is forthcoming from Sibling Rivalry Press in March, 2014. Her poetry has appeared in Softblow, The Mays Anthology of Oxford and Cambridge, The Saint Ann’s Review, and The Raintown Review. She is a Founding Editor at Kin Poetry Journal, a Poetry Editor at The Nervous Breakdown, and the Staff Interviewer at Lantern Review.
No Moon
In the old beige station wagon straining forward
on the road like a dog
frantically sniffing for the way home,
we are lost in the winding countryside, overgrown
branches scratching the roof
as the signs bearing route numbers grow
too dark to read after a day spent hunting real estate;
a house, some land, some water
where we could run, a precaution after Chernobyl
when we drank only powdered milk and frozen juice for a year.
In the front seat, Ma and Ba sit
silhouetted in silence, sustained in the green glow
of the dashboard, a play
of shadows flitting from the landscape over their faces.
Across the broad lap of the leather backseat, I lie
supine as the daylight that had earlier been
so dazzling and bright dancing
in the paisley of the real estate agent’s scarf
fades from dusk to a black
whose dense immensity, though the opposite
of light, holds its own kind of clarity,
a reminder of how far
you could fall, and I imagine that the car door
could suddenly unlatch and I would fly
out into that darkness, into the woods, into the universe.
Outside my window above the blur of dark shapes,
I scan the horizon for a steady still spot,
but a shooting star screeches like a skidmark
across the night and amid the clouds tumbling
thick and ink-smeared and round,
there is no moon to be found until long after we arrive
when its battered face appears,
a pale ghost hanging in the bright morning sky.
Little Death
Grandma, your tongue twists, making half-joined
sounds. Your good hand points to the bandages, asking
why and when we will go. The nurses studiously
avoid your eyes, accustomed in their way to such
little scenes; another day, another little death.
The summer I learned to read, I asked you the questions
for the citizenship test. We rehearsed them
over and over again: Are you a Communist?
No! you’d cry and I’d nod yes, smiling but afraid you might
not pass until finally, standing before the judge, you pledged
your allegiance, hand over heart. Your skin is soft and
plump like a girl’s, swollen from the IV, liver spots scattered
sweetly like Brown-Eyed Susans in a field
of bruises. I massage your insteps, running
my thumbs again and again over
your warm little feet. In my hands,
they fit perfectly, arching and curling, toenails like pearls
clipped into miniature half moons. Each visit, we do this
and then I leave. At home, with strong soap, I scrub
my hands clean. And I lead my husband to the bedroom.
August 26, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Floyd Cheung teaches at Smith College in Northampton, Massachusetts. His poems have appeared in various journals including The Apple Valley Review, qarrtsiluni, and Rhino.
Waylaid
brought a book
but watch her instead
only the width of the bar
between me and her workstation,
heat of the wood-fired oven
she kneads expertly
her brown fingers slender and sure
but must be in training
while twirling the dough
says shit when she rips it
mounds my green salad too high
popping into her mouth
the fallen leaves
Crow Catching
A few deft steps.
Striking with both hands,
my father caught the crow–
wings pinned,
talons pointed away.
We had been strolling–
my mother and father,
my wife and me.
Their first visit
to our first home,
an apartment overlooking
a dumpster near the levee.
I never saw him
do this before,
though I knew
my grandmother
sometimes made
bird soup.
Performance now,
provision then.
Seraphim
Billy Collins writes of readers
who tie up poems, beat them with hoses,
torture confessions out of them.
But some poems are so strong
they cannot be bound.
We can wrestle with them
like Jacob with the angel,
but they grant us no blessing.
These seraphim–
ropes burn right off their blazing bodies.
Only turn the page and hope
they let us be.
On Eating Peanuts
It only hurts when I chew
on the left side of my mouth.
My dentist tried three times
to fix the offending tooth,
but I will not let him try again.
It’s not his fault. He trained at Harvard.
Who am I to live pain-free?
Now I’ve the opportunity to remember
frailty, mortality. Pain
a part of life, each peanut a jolt
of awareness and sin.
Thomas More had his hair shirt,
I molar #19.
August 26, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Kim-An Lieberman is a writer of Vietnamese and Jewish American descent, born in Rhode Island and raised in the Pacific Northwest. She holds a Ph.D. in English from the University of California, Berkeley. Her poetry collection, Breaking the Map, won the 2008 First Book Award from Blue Begonia Press.
Unearthing Song
Today I am a child, leaping from bank of silt
into chest-deep canal, droplets silvering my brow
in the flat sunlight. Yesterday I was my uncle,
my grandfather, my grandmother, a nameless row
tied at the hands to haul buckets of dirt away
for a whisper of grain, chopping the steel-hard ground
to the clashing of hubcaps, staccato bullet-spray
breaking time apart. Gun muzzle jabbed in the back,
we slash at the land until its arteries lie splayed
and splashing, surging, indelibly green. We take
what we are given. We swallow what we must.
We clear skulls and jawbones from the floodgate
and burn what we are told to burn. Then today I am just
anyone, some random onlooker reading a dispassionate
news clip about the children of a faraway harvest,
six boys leaping from mudbank to silvering wet,
fed and happy, ignorant of what soft soils they till,
what buckets and buckets of blood. Every night
we rinse the white dust from our rice, let it boil
until the pot’s steaming broth is fragrant and clear,
no trace of iron or salt, no tang of human ill.
Meal after meal, we refuse to taste the labor,
the dark coagulate lodged between tongue and teeth.
So close the eyes. Swallow. We will dream our water
and bread in the sweetest light, will fully believe
our foods pure and close to the source, will live days
drunk on ash and bone-flake, hungering for need.
Every season a communion. Every year another seed.
The Anti-Chinese Riot at Seattle, Washington Territory, Drawn By W.P. Snyder, From Sketches By J.F. Whiting, of Seattle (Harper’s Magazine, March 1886)
A century’s span—candles to streetlights,
horsecarts to highways, whole city blocks
rising and crumbling, ungathered, remade—
but surely that morning was Seattle as ever,
drizzle and damp, cool salt-cornered air,
sun not yet risen between sheets of grey.
One man graved this image, line by line,
carved out jackets, shirtsleeves, collars, fists,
a dark throng of hats. We do not need captions
to understand the crowd’s clamoring roar,
the police guard swashing rifles overhead,
or the begging, frenzied figures at the center.
Their billowing black sleeves, their slippers.
Their long manchurian braids. Loudly limned
even in miniature, faces oval and eyeless,
absent any tint to warm the honey of their skin.
Some stand in profile, arms reaching outward.
Some run, but not far. Some kneel as if to pray.
But no hurried fear in the artist’s arrangement.
One strong line sweeps sharply left to right,
cordoning the bullies, centering the victims.
The reporter’s type tells how the quarter doors
yielded to quiet force, to a shivering multitude
dragged from sleep and herded to the harbor.
Decades shy of the flashbulb, the halftone,
we can only imagine the truths of this tale.
A terrified boy stuffing his bag, no time to find
the silks that his sister hand-stitched to fit.
A pile of gambling counters, an upturned chair.
Blood and breaking. Cold tea in half-empty cups.
All we have here are faint echoes of memory,
an after-hours geometry, a footnote on the fold.
And just one clear face frozen in the scene—
low, corner right. Thick mustache, dark felt hat.
He is cheering the mob. Or protesting. Or simply
bearing witness, pencil in his upraised hand.
August 26, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Jennifer Tseng’s book The Man With My Face (AAWW 2005) won the Asian American Writers’ Workshop’s National Poetry Manuscript Competition and a 2006 PEN American Center Beyond Margins Award. Poems from her new manuscript Red Flower, White Flower have appeared in or are forthcoming in Cura, H.O.W. Journal, PEN America, Ploughshares, and From the Fishouse. Chinese translations of several Red Flower, White Flower poems recently appeared in the Beijing journal Dear Whistle.
I love the poets ruled by love
Who write: I am vexed to love you.
As if love is a dog that leads
Them like lambs to the slaughter.
To be a lamb for love is human.
To be a dog for love is human.
Here outside that pasture I am
Ruled by something else and yet
I love the poets ruled by love.
Please, take me to their leader.
Elegy with Red Flower
One vermillion poppy in a clover field.
Rain the field drinks you drink.
Sun that lights you lights the field.
The beasts trample you; the beasts ignore you as food.
They are like pandas who only want bamboo.
Though you grow in their sloe, cow-shaped shadows,
You will never be slung by their continental tongues,
Feel their teeth clip you like grass from your stem.
To them, you are nothing.
A failed color, a false scent. To them,
You are a clover gone wrong.
What then will devour you, who then
Will you be, here, where you have landed,
Red flower in a stranger’s green field?
“…not quite the rose/not quite the roots…” – Lee Herrick
Stem of the Hybrid Perpetual
You hold the rose aloft.
You elevate.
If root is a secret
& rose a prize,
You are the telling.
In you the two are sisters.
Throat of happiness,
Singer of flames, music
Of red & white, your
Pinnate leaves evoke
A strange bird’s flight.
Green road, you
Begin in darkness,
& end in light.
You touch everything.
You ascend.
You are the axis.
At your apex
A nation grows.
Suitor of heaven,
Child of earth,
Bearer of thorns & gifts,
You hold the rose.
August 26, 2012 / mascara / 0 Comments
Lee Herrick is the author of This Many Miles from Desire (WordTech Editions, 2007) and Gardening Secrets of the Dead, forthcoming from WordTech Editions in 2013. His poems have appeared in ZYZZYVA, Hawaii Pacific Review, Many Mountains Moving, The Bloomsbury Review, and online at From the Fishouse, among others, and in anthologies such as Highway 99: A Literary Journey Through California’s Great Central Valley, 2nd Edition and The Place That Inhabits Us: Poems from the San Francisco Bay Watershed. He is the founding editor of In the Grove, and he was the guest editor of New Truths: Writing in the 21st Century by Korean Adoptees for Asian American Poetry and Writing (2010). He lives in Fresno, California and teaches at Fresno City College and in the low-residency MFA Program at Sierra Nevada College.
Kwi Ch’on
for Ch’on Sang Pyong, 1930—1993
Because after imprisonment, you could laugh
with your mouth so wide open, as if to swallow
the swirling bats of the CIA, because when you
disappeared in 1971, your friends thought
about your poems and you going back to heaven,
because I am dreaming of the sunset over Eurwangni
tonight, there is jujube tea in Insadong waiting for us.
Did you drink every hour of 1972?
And when they found you, unable
to remember your name but that you were a poet,
did you remember the answer to your own question?
That there is no answer at all but the request that
someone would find you in that fractured slur,
the tired lean and the pen your only possession,
that someone like her, with a language like food,
would know how tea can restore such fatigue?
Self-Portrait
I am twenty-five yards past the last breaking wave
a flute plateaued at the maestro’s steady baton hand
I am five stones from the last good wind
I am four bones from a cow after the shotgun.
I am the idea that did not detonate.
Brothers, we are Korean, so we know
about fracture – family, country, tongue.
We know the volcanic descent of government.
Once, a woman told me
I am the only one who understands
the cost of her survival.
So we did all we could.
We touched each other’s hands,
inhaled deeply, contemplated not letting go.